20 July 2008

redemption 6

 

Weekly 6 redemption special

Good

1 mopeds. They're just cool I mean really cool and cheap. And cool!! Did I mention cool? Not sure. PAZ to murder club!!!


2. BMX's also cool! cooler than any stupid fixed bike. You can do tricks on it. The funnest bikes ever made. FUCC YOUR FIXED BIKE!!!!!


3. The dark knight. Jeezuz Christ this was a good movie. Not only the best of the comic book movies so far, but one really good movie regardless. I put it in the same category as unusual suspects. Heath was really fuccin phenomenal as well. Even the extras where good. Shit this was good. Why are you reading this go watch the fuccing movie!!!!


oh and NAM

4. This preview

Nuff said!

5. Avatar season finale. I'm so sad it's over but it was so good. (man I said that a lot this blog shit I need to step my literature game up…..next time). Aang versus the fire lord, Zuko versus that asswhole Azula. It was very satisfying.


6. The redemption of Zuko. We all deserve a second chance or more. Thanx for the hope that no matter how far you've fallen you have a way bacc up.


The bad

6. My bike (surprise!! it's a fixed)


5. The term intense (I'm not intense! I'm just not a soft voiced passive aggressive little punk)

4. Guilt. Hmmm now the hard part. A member of my father's side of the family was murdered. Shot in his face and his heart. He was a troubled youth not unlike any of the other young men and women I work with everyday. Except I didn't work with him. My father asked me to talk with him. To reach out, to at least try…. I didn't . I dint call I didn't reach out. I ignored him as I ignored my dad's entire family. Probably out of a deeply misplaced anger at my father. Now he's gone. I've heard all the arguments for not feeling responsible. That I dint pull the trigger. That I wasn't his mom or dad and didn't make they're mistakes. That I work hard with other children but, that's the rub isn't it. I work hard with other families but not my own. How do I digest that, how do I grow from this, How do I let go of this guilt. I don't but I learn from it. I absorb the lesson and I never make the same mistake again.

3-1 do to the fact that I've spent the last weak wrestling with the emotions I detailed above in 4 I'm going to take the liberty of saying that it's worth 3 through 1 as well.

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